09 December 2008.
/prison.im trapped
encaged
in a cell of confusion
bound down
chained
by assumptions and unjustifiable thoughts
i see you laugh
i hear you say my name
and i smile
which arrests me further
into an interrogation of whys
i want to feel freedom beyond these bars
to find and understand the truth
but is it worth pursuing
if i know the price is you and i?
you have given me false leads
and i fell for them
so is the truth worth knowing
when all evidence seems to lead
to one that would
tear me down?
there are just some feelings in this world that words cannot describe. and coincidentially these feelings are very often felt and experienced.
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whoopee. tomorrow we are going to wildwildwet for this science thingy. whatever im sure everyone tried to make their experiments short and suhweet so they can go chill haha. anyways im stuck tallying gender of 100 people taking slides. lmaooo. like erm how useful is this data? answer: not really. oh well.
haha yesterday i went out with sis shopping like seriously the whole day. and im officially broke :/ bought a pair of converse; victoria secret body spray (romantic wish); adidas bag; top; shorts; earrings; nail polish; and my sis decided to pay for my bikini hahahaha whoopee.
today zomgs. got some exams back. and whee i failed higher maths :D shoots i did so bad. i needa needa needa practice more maths ew. gah. anyways. haha in pe today it was football and we had to do headers. lmao. i think i had a concussion after the ball bouncing off my head so many times. and ew it was so muddy. almost slipped :/ yes all you sad people i almost, dont worry (im sure you did) i didnt hahaha.
kay. im bored. hope you liked reading yet another of my rantings(:
♥
{ 9:00 PM }
/the dreamer.
Okay so, im writing my friend's about ME for HER. :) Her names shanna (poop), one of the randomest people you'll ever meet. She is really smartttt, really nice, and smiley. She pretty much looks like this 24/7 : :D haha no kidding. Hm, i've known her since the first day of Grade 9. She is a sainttt ;D && i've known her for 2 and a half years now and i've only seen her mad once,How crazy is that. What a happy child yes? Oh yes, shanna is 16. loves animals && shes good at sports. Just not as good as me. ;) hahahahah im kidding. One last thingggg, she likes this guy alot. Like alotalot. and i recon they look good together, kthxbai <3Jenna
/materialist.
i want this
the guy hahaha jaykay. a black bag. a pro cameraa. a nice dress. (red) ipod. swatch shading bow watch. vera wang princess. speakers for my zen. a new hair cut haha.
i've got this God. nice family. awesome fwens. kinda new-ish phone. new (pink) earphones hehe. converse sneakers. adidas sports bag. pink/white striped bikini. VS romantic wish body splash.
/music.
/noise.
/nonsense.
/memories.
November 2008 December 2008 January 2009
/fanx.
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